Mark would probably avoid notoriety of the sort I imbue upon him tonight, but he introduced to me a whole new aspect that I had previously not seen in my running friendships. The Carroll Lens it shall thus forth be dubbed. I have been really miserable since last Tuesday because my back under my left shoulder blade has been aching like a mother fucker, and I don't know why. I didn't have any "event" that I can point to as to the cause of why my back was aching.
Sure I carried a full and heavy hydration pack at the Slim Pickins 50k 9 days ago, but it didn't start hurting til a few days after that. It was BEFORE I played basketball, so it is not that. Just what the hell did I do? Or what is wrong with me? Yes, I was getting close to breaking down and going to....gasp...professional medical help.
A long day at work today of 11+ hours and I had just gotten home. Mark calls and the lens immediately began to put me in focus. "Hey Mike, this is totally a shot in the dark, so it's OK if you say no, but...any chance you want to get out and run tonight?" Me thinking - yeah, I REALLY want to, but can I handle it? Me - speaking "Yes Mark, I really want to, but my back is killing me. If I come and we have to go slow, or I have to bail, will you understand?" Mark "Of course, let's meet and we can go as slow as you need..."
So, I changed, dashed out the door and we met near the park. Close to a mile in, and we decide upon my customary 7 mile loop. Man, a run with Mark is never long enough, because I want to hear EVERYTHING he has to say, and I want to share all that I have to add, and it is just damn fun to connect with someone so well. So we start out and head for the park (we got INTO the park before it closed...maybe not OUT) and right away I feel pretty good. For the most part, my thoughts about my back drifted away as we talked about our personal lives a little, our dreams of running, etc.
Carrying a light, I really never needed to turn it on. Billock's Mr. Moon was bright and full, and even the occasional cloud cover did little to dim his effect. Mark remarked a few times that I was running markedly better than the last time we ran together (night bandit running ANOTHER park) and that did a lot to boost my confidence. I had not run since the 50k due to the damn back, and honestly did have a few eating lapses over the Thanksgiving weekend. So this run was golden. This run took my pain and let it drift away...it will probably be back in the morning, but I suspect in a dimmed fashion. This run focused my mind and soul back into where I want and need it to be. The lens effect of Mark's good, pure, and honest friendship was very effective in putting my "me" back into focus for me.
We tallied up 8.5 miles when we were done, but they weren't enough. 10, 12, 18 would have been better. My legs felt good and tired, but at the same time were telling me that if I asked, there was a solid hard 5 miler left in them ready to go. It is a feeling that I have kind of forgotten from times gone by (for me) but it was a welcome return to my ultra legs. I sincerely look forward to my URINEO FA50k this coming Saturday at which I will do the early start again to maximize Daddy time. I hope to see Kimba! Slim! Brian! Gombu! Jeff! Tanya! and many others. Bruce? Johnny D? Losey? Moose? It is awesome to contemplate the variety of interesting people I might get to hang with on Saturday, and know that I will also have my "me" moments to wander Mill Creek too. I hope that I might come in under 7:30 or so for the 50k, and maybe under 7 hours if I am feeling juicy.
Thank you so much Mark, for taking a shot in the dark. You hit bullseye.